Jag undrar…

OM man inte visste om man skulle bo i USA hela livet. OCH om jag eller nån annan i familjen skulle dö. Skulle man då begrava den här eller i hemlandet??? Hemskt kanske, men detta oroar mig lika mycket som om VEM som ska ta hand om våra barn om både jag och Lauri skulle dö! Jag är rädd för döden, det kommer jag inte ifrån. Efter alla hemska drömmar jag har haft är det detta jag har i mitt huvud. Hoppas jag får andra tankar snart!

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  1. Posted juni 20, 2011 at 4:24 f m | Permalink

    When I was a young mother I used to have such nightmares and was really afraid that I would die and leave my family behind. I thought that I have this or that fatal sickness and it really felt so real and frightening. I guess the big responsibility of being a mother causes such thoughts. So I really symphatize you! I hope you can concentrate on happier thoughts and let the life carry you on. You have loving people around you near and far and of course Heavenly Father is there always for you. Life comes as it comes, and it is better to take one day at a time and be happy whenever you find even the smallest reason for being happy. Remember that you are not alone!

  2. Posted juni 20, 2011 at 9:25 f m | Permalink

    I think that I began feeling better when I started to avoid sad or depressing books and films. I go along with such feelings easily so for me it is better to avoid such stimulus. Worth trying!